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eating pleasure

Rabu, 16 Desember 2009
Saya mau ngomongin soal makanan. Saya suka makan. Nggak tau kenapa tapi belakangan ini frekuensi makan saya meningkat. Dan hebatnya lagi, saya jadi nggak pilih pilih makanan. Manis sikat aja. Gurih bin asin let's go kemon. Pedes pun hajar bleh. Hahaha. Saya jadi windasipemakansegala, asal halal bin toyib.

ini dia si wedang asle

Saya lagi falling in love sama wedang asle. Nggak tau kenapa (lagi), akhir akhir ini saya jadi hobi sama wedang yang satu ini. Padahal biasanya saya males sama makanan/minuman yang panas. Wedang yang mantab ini isinya ketan, roti tawar, potongan agar agar, kolang kaling, kuah santan yang manis, enak juga kalo ditambah wedang jahe dikit. Jadi rada semriwing gitu. Hehehe. Yang saya tau, di Solo-Karanganyar yang nyediain menu wedang asle yang paling wuokey di Wedangan Pak Untung, baratnya SMAGA Warung Miri. Bagi yang belum pernah nyoba, silakan segera meluncur ke Kedai Pak Untung (moga moga ntar saya dapet voucher wedang asle+somay abis promosiin Kedai Pak Untung. Hehehe)

si permen kopi legendaris

Saya juga jadi suka permen kopi. Permen yang saya sukai permen kopi yang legendaris itu (saya nggak perlu sebut merk). Left mint candy yang semriwing itu far behind. Hehehe

Panekuk! Dari dulu saya emang udah suka, soalnya manis. Hehehe. Sejauh ini (berdasar kemampuan lidah saya mencicip cicip) panekuk produk Latansa yang paling mak nyuss (promosi lagi. Moga moga ntar saya dapet voucher juga. Hehehe).

Sambel made by Bulik Ni. Bulik Ni itu adeknya bapak saya. Saya suka sambel buatan bulik saya yang satu ini. Beda dari yang lain. Halah, podho podho nganggo lombok weh, Wind! Eits! Tunggu dulu, ini beneran beda, lain dari yang lain. Orang yang nggak doyan pedes pun pasti jadi doyan sambel juga. Pedes tapi ada manisnya juga, pas banget. Kata Bulik Ni, yang bikin enak itu daun jeruk sama jeruk nipisnya, tapi boong itu. Saya bikin sama ibu saya juga jadi beda, nggak seenak buatan Bulik Ni. Kali ini saya nggak promosi, pasalnya sambel ini cuma buat kalangan sendiri. Hehehe.

si foyo yang asem asem seger

Kalo dulu saya suka es krim cokelat, sekarang posisi es krim cokelat di hati saya udah sedikit tergeser sama froyo. Sejak kemunculannya, saya sudah falling in love sama froyo ini, tapi saya bisa benar benar menikmati baru akhir akhir ini, soalny baru beberapa bulan ini froyo masuk Solo. Sebelumnya harus ke Jogja dulu kalo mau beli froyo, lalu mendekat dengan cukup ke Solo Square buat beli froyo, dan sekarang cukup ke Grand Mall buat beli froyo. Sebenarnya apa sih itu froyo? Froyo kepanjanggannya frozen yoghurt. Jadi yoghurtnya rada beku gitu. Teksturnya kaya es krim tapi nggak sedingin es krim. Makannya ditambah toping yang macem macem. Ada buah (kiwi, strawbery, longan, mangga, dsb), ada jelly, ada sereal, marshmallow, permen cicak, dsb.

gimana? ngiler liat betapa segernya buah di atas?

Semangka, pisang, dan jeruk. Tiga buah favorit saya. Dari doeloe sampai sekarang, saya nggak pernah bosen sama tiga buah itu. Seger buahnya, ngobatin haus tapi bikin kenyang juga. Saya pengen banget nyobain semangka kotak, tapi adanya baru di Jepun sana, di Karanganyar belum ada. Hiks.

ini semangka kotak yang saya rindukan

Angel's Diary

Selasa, 08 Desember 2009

Ini tentang salah satu serial televisi, Angel’s Diary, tontonan saya tiap hari Senin sampai Jumat. Nggak tau kenapa saya suka nonton itu. Mungkin karena durasinya yang cuma 30 menit, alur ceritanya nggak terlalu njlimet, jadi nggak bikin bosen. Tiap jam 7 malem teng, maka saya jadi orang paling egois di rumah. Nggak ada yang boleh ganggu saya nonton tv di ruang tengah, yang lain kalo mau nonton tv silakan nonton di kamar. Karena saya yang keranjingan ini, maka ibu saya jadi cuap-cuap. Disuruhah saya jadi Angel Wanna Be. Hahaha. Emang konyol ibu saya itu. Katanya biar saya nggak ngambek ngambekan lagi, biar otak saya nggak overload, biar saya nggak ngeluh ngeluh sakit tengkuk, saya disuruh jadi kaya Angel yang ke mana mana bawa laptop buat curhat. Alhasil saya dihibahi laptop retro bapak ( nggak tega mau bilang kuno). Kalo dipikir pikir, punya diary itu oke juga. Jadi punya kenangan ( tapi seringnya cuma tentang yang sedih sedih, hehehe). Jadi sering nulis. Ya kaya saya ini, kalo lagi suntukpunyamasalahngeluhngeluhdotcom jadi sering nulis. Hehehe. Tapi saya jadi bingung, gimana sih nulis diary itu??

messy thing

Sabtu, 05 Desember 2009

I know that he isn't mine anymore.
I know that he is someonelse now.
But, what can I do?
I can't move on.
I'm stuck on him.
Everytime I have nothing to do, my mind is fulled by him.
I can't move one. Nightmares never go away from me, always greet me every night.
I cry all the time.
I scream everynight.
I can't have a normal life anymore.
Hatred fulled me inside. But I can't deny that I miss him so bad.
Remembering the times I had with him makes me more burden. Bury my self over the pains.
But I can't get him off my mind.
Now, I know how is the feeling of loving someone out of our hand, how is the feeling become the one for sorrow.
Is it a karma? I know I had ignored some people before, but I never did it this way, I never treat others as rude as he did to me.
There is a big hole in my heart and it is so bloody. So hurt. No one can cure this bloody scar.
Poor me. I'm so tortured by this feeling. I never imagine I would get this illness.
My head fulled by why, why, why, and so much more why. I want to get out from this fucking hole. But I can't. . . No matter how hard I try, I can't move on. I really stuck on him.
Do I want him back to me? Do I want to repeat my times with him? Do I have a space for him? Can I open my heart again?

My mom said that I am a zombie now. Emotionless. I wake up in the morning, take bath, have breakfast, go to school, study, etc, but tasteless. I do it just because of the habit. So plain.
I'm sorry, mom. I can't be your cheerful daughter anymore. I can't be your sweet daughter anymore. I'm sorry I can't get closer with anybody else, mom. I'm sorry I can't as strong as before. I'm sorry I have no passion at all anymore. I'm so sorry, mom. .

Dad, if you read these messy words, I hope you get the answer for all of your questions. I'm too coward to talk with you directly. .

I'm sorry mom, dad. I can't be your daughter as 1,5 years ago. .
I'm sorry I always avoid to have a time with both you, I can't have time with anybody, I'm sorry for every "I'm okay" I told both you, I lied to both you. I'm so sorry. .

I don't have any purposes to publis this messy thing, I only need a place to say those without make a sound.
Anybody could help me?

Turning Point?

Kamis, 03 Desember 2009

This morning ,basically, I do nothing

Spending my time without doing something impression
Downloading some songs
Watching some pictures
Did my workbook

And now I am just sitting on my comfortable enough couch
Let my mind flies

Think about what things are waiting for me in the future

Think about what may I’ll be later

Think about what I have today

Think about who will accompany me spending my last time
So deep

Remembering my childhood
How naughty I was ( and may be till now )
How spoiled I was
How sentimental I was ( I’m sure I can’t avoid this one. Adhere thigtly to me )

Think about every part of life I have passed

Think about my 18 years life

Think about every single moments I’ve passed

Think about every pain I’ve fight so far

Think about how much powers I’ve now

Think about how good I’m today ( am I in well condition? )

Think about how hard my dad and my mom work to assist me till now

Think about what I’ve done to make my mom and dad proud of me ( I think I haven’t ever make them proud yet )

Think about where I’m going to continue my study

Think about how I miss someone over there, out of my hand. How rude he is, left me this way

Think about the pains I have to swallow alone

Think about how often I feel in the pink compared to how often I feel in the blue

Think about how many opportunity I left behind

Deep down inside, I realize, God has knit beautiful plan for me
Can I successfully complete every stage of my metamorphosis?
Depend on how I see every single part of His plan for me

Thanks God for everything You gave to me. Assist me along my journey, never let me walk alone. Save me from every pain and illness. Make me stronger. Give me extra power to passed every challenges You has prepared for me. Help me to cheer
up, to forget every pain. . .

God, You are the one who has he right to judge me. . .